Wednesday, April 22, 2009

back at the parents house

I think that being able to move out of your parents house is one of the best thing that could happened and I did it when I was nineteen. But like everything it didn’t always go as planned. I got married at a very young age and left my parents house and at the time I thought it was the best thing I was doing, but now I look back and kind of wish I wouldn’t have done that. Things between my husband and I started to go wrong precisely because we were very young and immature, and one day I decided to leave to prove lots of thing to him and to myself. I had to move back in with my parents and I think that was the hardest thing I had to do, leave my house where everything was mine. I had to figure out how I was going to fit everything I had into my old bedroom but anyway I did. But here is the hardest part of everything was having to live under their rules and do what they thought was the right thing to do. Which I know that they are my parents and they only want the beat for me but I didn’t think I was going to last and that was exactly what happened. I guess that my mom and I are so much alike that we just couldn’t understand each other. So now I am looking to move again. I can’t say that I don’t appreciate everything that they have done for me but I guess after you have lived alone it is not easily having to live with your parents again and feeling like you failed. For a short period of time while you get back on your feet I think is okay and that is what happened to me after six month of my separation I am able to say I can live by myself.

1 comment:

  1. i am going through the same thing, feeling like a failure sucks and i can't wait to get back on my own.